wow, thank you. i dont feel as bad now. it just scares me sometimes not being able to quite understand it
even. you can use my story and photograph anywhere you would like. it is something to be told. if you have any question id
before you answered my message i had sent it to one other. and they told me that because of the phone it
was taken on that it wasnt good enough and they told me it was fake. when it is 100% real. if this wasnt something real i
wouldnt be dumb to waste someone elses time. i just really wanted to be able to share it with somone who would appreciate
it and that could help explain what it was and why it was there.
The night i was in the hospital before everything got worse that entire day i just felt horrible. not a
sick horrible but a mental thing. ive always been a happy kid nothin but a smile on my face. ive never before been suicidal
but all that day all i could think about was dieing. i didnt tell anyone this till after i took a closer look at this picture.
then i tought tons of things. i assumed it was there because i wanted to die or because it wanted to help heep me level headed
and get through things. i still dont quite understand.
thank you for listening it means the world to me. everyone
else just thinks i'm nuts.